Sleep doesnt come over night

today was a day…

My meeting today. Ugh. It didn’t go as I thought it would and then again it did.

First let me say I have to start getting up earlier than I am now. I just do. I am going to motivate myself. I don’t know how but I am. Suggestions are good… so let’s keep em coming. DM me or leave a comment…

I was taking notes about productivity.. or something like that. But dang brain started to float off… I remember being scared when I was there. No not scared. Nervous. Not cause of anything bad. I guess cause you never know who to trust. And now I was in the lion’s den. Grrrrooowwwlllll! I hate seeing people who I don’t know if I can trust.
Then the RVP came in. Now I don’t know how everyone else is but if I meet someone higher than my boss… well let’s just say I clam up. I do. I sat there listening to him but I didn’t have questions for him. Not any that I would say out loud. He talked and sat down, grabbed his blackberry and was writing something. That’s when the first questions came to my mind. I wanted to go up to him and say “hey bro you twiiter too???”  No no no…
Ok so we had to go around the room and say our names. Now I don’t know how he knew mine, but he called me “Rob.. Roberto right?” What? Its freaking Robert.
although it was weird I have to gsay this. My bosses boss is a really good speaker. Very energetic. And he makes you feel like you can do more. But that’s what he is supposed to do right?

as far as my last blog.  I am ok on where I am at. I just am. If I wasn’t.. well if I wasn’t. then I would say it here. Writing blogs.. I feel most comfortable. I don’t have to hide, I don’t have to lie. I write it and if anyone wants to see how I feel then they read. So no I am not unhappy. I am ok.
Over analyzing things? I don’t. I might at the time but I learn to adjust. It takes time but I do. To any situation.  I write I vlog. I do whatever. I think that if someone wants to get to know me and I feel like they truly do, well then these blogs will get shorter. Less written due to the fact that I will have someone that wants to hear me crazy stories, my questions.

But alas, I still find myself writing my blogs… lol. But I don’t mind. You have to be hopeful and I so am. Take that haterz!!!!