Sleep doesnt come over night

Friday before it quit

Have you ever noticed how people say the something along the lines of “it’s the best day ever” or maybe “the craziest day ever”? Now it’s not the fact that they say that. But ever know people who say that like every day? If everyday is the best then when is it ever a bad day? There would never be. Those people need to take a step in to someone else’s life and see what it would be like being them.

With that said…

This was the worst day of my life!!! Ok so to say the truth… Every Friday is the worst day of my life.
( J-Weezy, Frank-hay, dee and tee know what I mean) I mean the truck driver was a moron. He sounded like he was drunk. The slurry words that spewed out of his balding head seem to be out of a 1^st grade book. Now I have to admit he was older. But if you sign up to do a job then you should be able to DO THE JOB. This morning my team was ready. Kudos for us. My team for the most part is ready for I have to throw at them. They again, for the most part, have my back always. But today I felt I was the weakest link. With one member gone I went to work already feeling weak. Not that anyone one is better than the other but we all have our good points and bad points. But today, they greeted me with the intensions to battle and conquer the day. But god… this truck driver. Man he totally killed us. He would be the guy at a party where everyone was having fun, to start talking about death. Mood killer in my mind. and even though as a team we didn’t get to the point where we needed to today, my associates, my team did good considering all the faults that were out of our control.

How do you tell someone “no”? I am way to bubbly to just say the words “no.” now there are some people I know that can. But I “sugar coat” those negative words to sound more positive. Even if I have to make personal sacrifices to do so. Ugh. But I think it would suck to be hounded every day by people. Like I stripper., I could never do it. Crazy woman all over me trying to get their personal fantasies kick while watching me… ugh. Now look. I don’t think I could ever be someone’s fantasy, I am just saying. What about like young strippers… Old men trying to “hook up” with younger woman. You know what? Lets go to a more common job. Say a cashier. You might have a 1 minute conversation with that person and now you think that she wants to date you. Are serious? But maybe that’s where I differ. Or do I?

Well listening to some music now and going to bed. I have to say this to someone who’s not going to get it.  If I am a kid at heart then I will always be. There are times to be macho, but not every time. I think a man can still be a man if he backs down for something he believes in.

Think about it